3 birthday celebration in one shot!

2feb , 3feb, and 4feb...

starting with my dog hazel, and then RHITA, and last one Chinway...so damn tiring...and oops...i forget to bring camera all the time. sad case...

my BITCH is ONE YEAR OLD!!!!

(here's a prob...i didnt put the pic in my laptop...so use one of the photo i took long ago)

as the tile above mentioned, my bitch is finally one years old. why i calling her bitch is because she bite my internet cable, my shoe, my sock...

besides thats, she pee and poo on the floor and give me extra work to do...

BUT she remind me of not to put the cable on the ground, my shoe back to the rack, my smelly socks to wash...and one last important thing...make sure she is in my room (cause she never pee or poo in my room...my room is her house. but too bad now she have to stay at upstair...or the stair...cause my dad she is smelly...

the story goes like this...one day my dad say she is smelly...and i say no...and he insist yes...and then he say

YOU SMELL LIKE HER AS WELL...tats why u cant smell THAT SMELL...omg...terpaksa put her up now. but anyway...HAppy BIRTHDAY...tomolo buy u a present...wat a father i am...forget about her little daughter birthday...but at least i put her in the prayer...hahaha

eh...calvin...u're still awake

anonymous - hey calvin , why havnt sleep yet?

calvin -ar...its so hard to get to sleep when u are not happy right?

anonymous -why la not happy?

calvin -not happy cause i didnt have much conversation today. i dun feel connected.

anonymous -now i see why people wanna couple...cause they feel belong to someone. and tat someone is the one who love them. real or fake it doesnt really matter. cause he/she is not lonely for tat moment

calvin -so u are afraid on lonely huh?

anonymous -who doesnt afraid of being lonely. its pityful and lifeless yo. found anyone that u can rely on or can be there for u when thing goes down?

calvin -how the hell am i going to ans u? i dun really know who's gonna be there for me? family maybe...others i dun really know la...there's so much MR and MS vampire out there...or MR and MS slack...its so hard to know who's treating u with heart and who with a wicked heart.

lets sleep la...its late...and i gonna wake up tomolo and go JOG...if i am energetic tomolo morning.

how do i sleep without u?..arr...nono...

how do i sleep without u? actaully its not like tat...it should be how do i sleep with u on my bed

this dog really know how to enjoy...jump onto my bed and been sleeping for 2 hour plus...while i online and chating...really know how to enjoy life..her DOG LIFE

i was told tat she sleep on my bed when i out for trip since long long time ago...and this time i get to see it LIVE...right in front of my eyes...but then i didnt stop her from doing tat la...i love her so much...sleep la sleep togther sleep la...dun give me all the saliva then can edi...

love u HAZEL...ur are totally NUT...but i like it...hahah

how ipoh can be this fun??

its fun cause...there's salted chicken...

there's nice place to stay...

there's a very fun mother(david's mum)

there's a bunch of wonderful friends...

there's games -wolf and monopoly...its addictive somehow(but onli if someone ask me then onli i play...maybe its because of the time we spent there and the laughter we share)

there's a birthday celebration...its not really her birthday, since she is going aus soon...so farewell and birthday together >.<

look at her expression...happy until cant close the mouth edi...sarah ar sarah...so glad to see tat u are so happy.

i not gonna say those farewell speech and wish u happy birthday...not until tat day...

*ps....most of the pic have her inside...cause i grab the pic from fb...and found tat...her pic was taken the most...is there any conspiracy??(u know erhem erhem) or am i being sensitive?

close friend turn into not-so-close friend

well...i duno whether it happen lately or wat? or maybe its the emptiness in me cause all the problems. some friends who use to be very close...turn out to be not so close...its like missing a click there.

what i feel is...when we are together...the flow just doesn't come out. maybe i love the person too much, trying to be perfect in front of that person...MAYBE MAYBE...its because i worry too much about how people gonna look at me...it just weird. well...i think thats what happen every time u mix with someone new or group of new friends. let time change everything, and lets all the effort and perseverance make thing better.

o send me a hint pls...

i dun feel like going out with that particular person anymore...

its not tat i hate her...its something else...something i dun wanted to get involved anymore

but its just hard to get rid of it...

can someone book all my time and not letting me get involve into it again? maybe just for a certain period? o pls...